Finding your Voice - and finding mine...
A few days ago, I posted about having lost my voice.
There must've been something in the air that day - a writer friend, having seen three blogs all on the same subject, recommended the book Finding your Voice, by Les Edgerton.
I decided to buy the book. I read it, cover to cover. And boy, did I learn a lot.
This post isn't a book review though - I stuck that on Amazon. Instead, I wanted to share what a difference Les's view of voice has made to my own. I now understand why my own natural voice has turned 'beige' - the sort of technically brilliant, please-everybody stuff that lacks soul; the kind of writing that 'lacks sparkle...isn't commercially viable...isn't strong enough'. Sound familiar? I've certainly heard those phrases more than once before...
Anyway, one of the exercises in the book is to rewrite something you've already written, but only when you think you've begun to recognise your own, unique voice. I'd like to show you the difference it made to mine, using snippets from the first chapter of a new WIP. See what you think of the changes...
Before Les:
After Les:
In three day’s time I’d be tattooed with a lizard on the left side of my neck.
Result for me personally? The second one was written with very few edits - almost off-the-cuff, it felt so...comfortable. And I also discovered that I write pretty natural dialogue - what my characters said needed hardly any changes at all in the rewrite. I'm sure there is more I could do to 'improve' the piece further (I've already received several suggestions - thankfully, none was 'start over'!!) but what was SO different about this second version is that it wasn't hard work. I simply told the story in the way I'd have told it to my kids.
In MY voice.
It was a lightbulb moment. Heck - it was a whole DIY lighting department moment, complete with chandeliers!
So, if anyone's struggling with voice, I'd really recommend Les's book. Read, digest, and make sure you do the exercises - they WILL make a world of difference. I'm off now, to rewrite chapter 2...
There must've been something in the air that day - a writer friend, having seen three blogs all on the same subject, recommended the book Finding your Voice, by Les Edgerton.
I decided to buy the book. I read it, cover to cover. And boy, did I learn a lot.
This post isn't a book review though - I stuck that on Amazon. Instead, I wanted to share what a difference Les's view of voice has made to my own. I now understand why my own natural voice has turned 'beige' - the sort of technically brilliant, please-everybody stuff that lacks soul; the kind of writing that 'lacks sparkle...isn't commercially viable...isn't strong enough'. Sound familiar? I've certainly heard those phrases more than once before...
Anyway, one of the exercises in the book is to rewrite something you've already written, but only when you think you've begun to recognise your own, unique voice. I'd like to show you the difference it made to mine, using snippets from the first chapter of a new WIP. See what you think of the changes...
Before Les:
In
three days time, they’ll tattoo me...
The
thought set Ani’s limbs trembling and she drew her cloak closer. The sun had
not long risen above the dunes and there was little heat in it yet; that’s what
caused the shiver, she told herself.
Not
the thought of any pain.
Shifting
position, Ani heard only the faint hiss of disturbed sand in the heavy silence
of the desert. A movement at the edge of her vision showed another early riser
- a brown mottled lizard, emerging from his burrow an arm’s length away.
It
was pure impulse that made her pick up a stone and throw it at the reptile.
There was a moment’s satisfaction when, with a flick of tail and a spurt of
sand, the lizard disappeared. But then Ani realised exactly what she’d done,
and glanced over her shoulder, checking that no-one else had seen.
Alone
again, she hugged her knees and stared into the empty desert.
Why
did she have to be tattooed? It was so… so… unnecessary! There hadn’t been a
Listener for thousands of years – there were plenty of oases now, enough for
everyone who still chose to live in the desert. But because Baba always stuck
to the old ways of the desert, instead of opening his mind - like Uncle Niyall
- to some of the ways of the people who lived beyond the sand, Ani had no
choice. Bitter frustration sent hot tears coursing down her cheeks.
When
her name was called, Ani didn’t answer. Everyone knew where to find her; under
the twisted date tree at the very edge of the oasis, where she was free to
dream. And, Ani thought when the caller came into view, it wouldn’t hurt Tulisa
to walk off a few of the dates she’d been so keen to consume yesterday evening.
“You’re
to come straight away,” Tulisa gasped, when finally she drew close. “Mommi
wants you.”
Ani
considered ignoring the order. But the woman who had filled her mother’s place
eleven years ago had a heavy hand, and she had no wish to feel it again today.
“Did
you hear me?”
“I
heard.” With deliberate slowness, Ani rose to her feet and made a show of
brushing the sand from her dress while studying her half-sister from the corner
of her eye.
The
two girls couldn’t have looked more different. Tulisa was short and round: Ani,
a good head taller and slim as a palm tree. Not for the first time, Ani wished
she had Tulisa’s golden skin and brown hair, instead of skin the colour of
roasted coffee beans and hair the colour of a moonless sky. The girls shared
just one physical characteristic – their father’s pale blue eyes. Other than
that, they looked just like their respective mothers.
After Les:
In three day’s time I’d be tattooed with a lizard on the left side of my neck.
I
didn’t want it to happen. I might have been too young to say no to the
piercing, a year ago, but I wasn’t going to give in so easily this time. They
couldn’t force me - I’d run away, go and live in the city. Problem was, Baba
could – force me, I mean.
I
started to shake. From cold, of course, nothing else.
Well,
that’s what I tried to tell myself. It was because the sun hadn’t been up long
and there wasn’t much heat in it yet. I pulled my cloak tighter, disturbing the
sand underneath me and making it hiss in the silence.
What
was that? A movement – just a lizard, emerging from his burrow. Daresay he was
going to take advantage of the early sun.
Damn
him.
I
picked up a stone and threw it. Ha! Almost!
I
felt a warm glow inside as, with a flick of his tail and a spurt of sand, the
reptile disappeared. The glow suddenly froze over as I realised - someone might
have seen. A quick glance over my shoulder was all it took to reassure myself I
was still alone. I didn’t fancy a beating…
The
sun rose higher, doing little to lift my black mood. It just wasn’t fair! All
this fuss, just because centuries ago, we’d had need of a Listener to save us.
We were perfectly able to look after ourselves now – well, those of us who
still had to live in the desert, anyway.
I
really wished Baba would try the city – Uncle
Niyall had. He’d come back with such tales, Baba had nearly had a fit. There
was no way he’d go against our traditions. That’s why I already had a great big
hole in my ear. Tears of frustration prickled my eyes and spilled down my
cheeks.
“Ani!
Ani, where are you?”
I
scrubbed my cheeks dry. They’d sent Tulisa to fetch me. Suppose that was better
than Baba. Everyone knew where to find me when I went missing – under the
twisted date tree.
As
she got closer, I could hear Tulisa cursing under her breath. She hated having
to fetch me – hated the long walk to the edge of our oasis. At least it walked
off a few of the dates she’d stuffed herself with last night.
“You’re
to come straight away,” Tulisa said when she reached me. “Mommi wants you.”
For
a split second, I thought about ignoring the order. But Hesta had a heavy hand,
and I didn’t want to feel it again today. And anyway, Hesta was not my Mommi. She just happened to be my
father’s wife.
“Did
you hear me?”
“I
heard you.” Taking my time, I stood up and brushed the sand from my clothes. Result for me personally? The second one was written with very few edits - almost off-the-cuff, it felt so...comfortable. And I also discovered that I write pretty natural dialogue - what my characters said needed hardly any changes at all in the rewrite. I'm sure there is more I could do to 'improve' the piece further (I've already received several suggestions - thankfully, none was 'start over'!!) but what was SO different about this second version is that it wasn't hard work. I simply told the story in the way I'd have told it to my kids.
In MY voice.
It was a lightbulb moment. Heck - it was a whole DIY lighting department moment, complete with chandeliers!
So, if anyone's struggling with voice, I'd really recommend Les's book. Read, digest, and make sure you do the exercises - they WILL make a world of difference. I'm off now, to rewrite chapter 2...